Wednesday, February 22, 2006
♠2:29 AM
your eyes are searching all over
but you never seem to find
the right person you have in mind
apparently on this blue ball
our imaginations are too far-fetched
for it
YUCKS, i hate her
ohkay, maybe not hate.
i just DONT LIKE her, i find her so irritating
we were dehydrated that was why we had to go down
to buy drinks, what is SO WRONG with that?
she was just being selfish, stingy, and totally bias
she ddnt even listen to our explanation (we didnt hv one, BUT)
she just assumed and assumed, and started
firing bullets at us
GAAHHH,, i'll not be your target
go find someone else, go get your own mannequin to destroy
and disfigure..
don't start looking for lame excuses to cover up your wrong-doings
i dont like her, i shall ignore her from today onwards
i cant believe my judgement of people is THAT bad
i always thought everyone had some good in them
like YEAH, even if they're irritating, obnoxious or whatever,
they're still able to be the sunflower in the SUN
guess i was wrong
what's wrong with me?
maybe i had too high an expectation of certain people
i guess im not in any position to expect ANYTHING out of them
but, i can still HOPE against hope, (((:
sigh, i really need to learn from past mistakes
im not learning enough, and what was that about life-long learning/
i think i really need to think HARDER, and think more
although everyone says i think a lot alrdy
maybe even way too much
i guess i just misunderstand some people
that they're meant to be like that,
and i shouldn't push too hard
i should just be satisfied with what i have,
i shant be greedy, i shant ask for more
what you have already given me
is enough
but im still asking, and im still demanding
ohkay, im like getting so irritated nowadays,
plus today my mood was really spoilt thanks so cyp
i guess she'll never be what i thought she would be (((:
i dont mind, i dont want to EVER like her
oh, did i mention this before?
once i see someone, (not the looks YEAH)
but the person rlly strikes me (again not the looks)
i'll want t make friends with that someone
its like he/she has some special and unique quality
or characteristic that really intrigues me
REALLY
and im awed, and amazed by that
`i really wna be your friend (((:
whereas some people i have to make friends with them
KNOW THEM , thn i start liking them
you knw what i mean..
i'll type out the rest about the indifference btween girls and boys
and i should be done by the end of this week
SHIT , i cant use the computer two days before common test
cs im doing so badly, AND BLAH BLAH BLAH
(my parents) im shld just say, NO COMMON TEST this week (((:
HAHA, UHHERRM upholding integrity ar,
and i must be holy, yes i must :DD
r head's too ugly for me to climb
; this is why i'm hot